It must be nice to be so small.

Edit, 12.17am

And they tell me that a peace will rise
But i can't see it
And they tell me there's a fire burning inside
But it's a long way down to feel
Till the dropping bombs and the gunshot songs
We'll see it

So keep on walking, till the light you promised comes
Keep on walking, my love

It's ironic how this is one of those weekends where i'm not going out to catch a movie, or tutor, or anything of that sort but i've really felt nothing but down. I don't know why. Just some realities i guess, they never fail to hit close to home. And my mind is just FILLED with questions- so i'm insecure, sue me. Insecure about my future and everything that's got to do with it. Really hope next sem will be a happier sem, with more things to do, i don't like feeling so uninvolved, I'M WORKING ON IT, but i really am hoping for a turn of events. Don't know what the likelihood of it is. Probably have to wait quite a while more till i can find out. ): Grah it's killing me.