I tried to figure it out Time and time again And time again I guess there's just some things i'll never understand Cause Your ways aren't our ways But deep down in my soul, down in my soul There is one thing that i know i know:
I'm in over my head I'm right where i wanna be So lost within Your love, The love that always covers me So high so deep so wide A strong and cleansing tide My soul has found a place to rest I'm in over my head
I've been holding on And now i'm letting go, Just letting go Gonna let Your love take me away I don't know where i'm going But i'm surrounded by the truth I can feel the current pulling me Deeper and deeper into You
I'm in over my head Right where i wanna be So lost within Your love, the love that always covers me
I heard this song randomly and there isn't actually a video to it, but i prefer youtube videos that just have the song in good quality, not the kind of live singing thing, so. This song.. Well. I've felt closer to God recently with what's happened in the past week: thanks to all who i told, and for the comfort :)
I'm glad i'm becoming just a little more involved in church, it takes baby steps! And i'm excited to start bible study though everyone says it'll be hardcore, i can't imagine a better way to begin my 19th year ahead (discipleship begins on my birthday!) and to begin uni life with. With all that's happened and more i've realized that uni isn't going to be a pretty picture: my impression has definitely changed. So i'll just have to face it head on i guess.
Meeting up with quite a few friends this week because of my extreme spare pocket of time made me realize i should've just applied to nus law, it's not something i mind doing, just not something i can imagine myself doing well at, and not that i think i would've gotten in given my Gp C but well, i don't know the rest of my grades were fine and i Think they might've given me an interview? I'm more sad about the fact that quite a few of my closer friends are going there and that i realize fass doesn't really seem so friendly with friendly faces after all.
