Have we lost what we had, inside these lines, inside these lines
Could we watch and stay the same, all this time and just be fine
It's okay to see where we are and where we shouldn't be
But are we gonna find ourselves inside these lines, inside these lines? I was going to upload photos but they're taking forever so maybe another day i guess. There hasn't been much to take anyway, frankly, because i hardly bother to bring my camera around school. And it's so random to take photos in the middle of class. Okay so anyway last wk: last soci tutorial, just passed: last lit tutorial. I haven't done well (IMO) for lit, not yet but hopefully a nice grade for my wfb essay, but i relly enjoyed the class so much. And i thought the tutor we had was fantastic, it's the first class where i've felt like my opinion counts greatly, and that even if i give some warped analysis it's not per se, wrong, but she'll tweak it and make the point valid. On a lighter note over sunday someone called me regarding hall stuff and i just managed to confirm it like, half an hr ago. My mood is rather lifted, happy and relieved. Hall next sem (: (: (: Finally something decently useful to do/ have fun, instead of being bored around NUS. Today after my only class (lit), Shu picked me up and we went to Rail Mall for lunch and studying and i studied 3 chapters of psych, WHICH IS A LOT, considering it's such a heavy subject. Quite happy so i came home and watched gossip girl and one tree hill. Nothing phenomenal this wk about the episodes. Last few nights i've been watching survivor = the absolute bomb. Anyway. I don't know. Got a lot of stuff on my mind right now, i rlly can't wait to skype with Bev this friday. Fang's having A's, GOOD LUCK KIDS LIKE SAM JIA SARAH, and so yeah, need to clear my head. And talk to someone whom i'm relatively close to about it. Hi friends out there, i miss you dearly. So remind me of how the world stood still?
We were shining, living just to taste the thrill Okay some photos here.  
(i) Went for the New York Philharmonic Band concert: they played two pieces, two encores, and i was bored to death though the tickets were at least $100 pax. I felt so bad for agreeing to accompany my mom to watch them.. What a waste of money on me, someone who appreciates this kinda stuff more should've gone. (ii) The same week (this was way back in October) Tim Chua and i went back to AC because he wanted food but noo he didn't really eat the ac food, i did. He drove the audi sports car and i can't believe i didn't take a photo of us in it, somehow haha! I miss ac ):
 
(iii) Bleachers! (iv) Then last week friday we went out to.. I don't know we ate lunch etc etc haha. Nice hanging with you friend (: Wish you were in NUS now so that we could study together.
 
(v) Paper market!! Most gorgeous place alive, why ddn't they have that when i was working regularly?? I would've gone there during my breaks and spent my paychecks instantly. (vi) They Finally have a spot on the sign, i mean it's about time, i was so excited i had to take a photo of it :D
 
(vii), (viii) Some photos from my sister's dance concert: The Tango Project, on friday night last week. The tricks Vincent taught me were super useful and these are some of the nicer photos (:
 
(viiii) My sister's the one on the extreme left. (ix) And i caught this by accident, loved it though only the two left side guys have better jump poses.
This idea of hall - exciting and terrifying. But maybe this is God's path for me, i don't know. Today i was being all anxious on whether the guy would call me back or not regarding this and then here pops up an email in my inbox: Purpose Daily Connection - Waiting is the hardest part. Haven't posted up devotionals for very long but i've been praying for something nlike this, maybe a sign. And so, it's the sign i needed i guess. "Like me--perhaps like you--Sarai began to wonder if God would ever answer her prayers or if he had forgotten about her. Perhaps--like you, like me--Sarai questioned whether God really knew what he was doing.
It appears Sarai's thoughts walked as far as her faith would carry her until she stood looking at the mountains of her fear. Did God understand how important this was to her? How could God deny her the greatest desire of her heart? Was God even on her side?
Even as Sarai acknowledged God's ability to fulfill the promise--"The LORD has kept me from having any children . . . "--she denied God's sovereignty to decide when the promise would be fulfilled.
If we could ask Sarai, "Can God?" she most likely would answer "Yes." If we then asked Sarai, "Will God?" her honest answer may have been "No."
When faced with a delayed answer, do you break with God? What does manipulating an answer to our prayers say about our belief in God's character?" And so lesson: i need to stop MIStrusting God because somehow even if things don't work out.. There was a plan to begin with, i just messed it up i guess. Must study hard i'd like a nice CAP for the end of the year holiday please ): Okay. Longest update in a while. One chapter of soci to end the day off, sleep :D Goodnight! | 
Damn tired goodnight :D
